clutterbang

HOW IS HE DOES THAT.

2009-09-22T22:28:23Z

fin is sitting in the hall playing with a mobile phone. he has accessed the ringtones and is cycling through them, bouncing.

clutterbang @ 2009-09-15T07:29:00

2009-09-15T00:07:28Z

we went to sugarworld last weekend, which is a small waterslide park. fin had a splash in the kids pool.. he was edible.

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fin is sometimes our fashion victim unfortunately.

am I a bad mother? as you may know, I suffered post natal psychosis and 'they' (curse them!) wouldn't let me out of hospital, also telling Child Safety I would be putting my baby at risk to breastfeed (god I hate saying all this), something which they now deny. I dried my milk up and by the time I realized what was what, our bond had been broken. Thank you, community services! I made the final decision, however, once pregnant, that I would give Fin EBM when my milk came in as the prospect of nusing while pregnant and adjusting Fin to having to share when he's only just been weaned was too daunting considering my experiences with post natal. I don't exactly feel too bad because listen. I'll be finished being medicated probably just before giving birth.. and my milk right now? tastes HORRIBLE. it used to be light and taste a little like coconut milk and now it's not so sweet, with a light essence of chemical. mmMMm.

our internet is scary crap at the moment. this wireless fucking USB drive from CRAZY JOHN makes me cry with fraustration. not really, but it's deplorable. I'm going to use feng shui to energize eight directions and their elements all around the edges of the birth pool so I need to research that fully.. DIFFICULT.

clutterbang @ 2009-06-18T14:45:00

2009-06-18T04:50:21Z

fin diego is climbing shit now! you just can't keep him down. this is his dad holding his firestaff which he did the climb up all his own. YEAH.

something just kicked me from the back of insideout...

2008-10-01T07:20:02Z

Only a month to go before my babyfase falls out. The name of the moment is Fox. that will leave us with dear sweet Fox Morris. I'm not worried about the pop culture reference, after all the X-Files is pretty dead. only real tack is that the dog is named Mulder.

I heard once this lady named her dog something.. whatever it was, like George or something; and when the dog died, and when she got a new guy, she named him the same thing. I thought it was really cool. like you'll always remember every guy's personality.. I think you could name a dog anything.. multiple dogs the same thing.. and every time you called a different George it would feel like saying a different name. so I have one dog at the moment, and when he has puppies he will have one Mulder junior. Mulder is the name of my right hand pup. but get in my way, and I will fry and eat his fase.

so I've craved sugary things during my pregnancy. mention ice cream, and then I will need it. also, cheesecake. makes me so happy. they say that's for girls, right? my 19wk ultrasound, she was pretty sure of a boy. but I had an empty bladder and she was a pretty crap x-ray operator, unfortunately.. I couldn't see anything. either way works for me. monkeys and pirates, hooray!

what's your baby got growin'?

clutterbang @ 2008-05-20T16:37:00

2008-05-20T06:44:28Z

clutterbang @ 2008-05-15T18:34:00

2008-05-15T08:59:20Z

zephyr, atticus, sicily, holland, lien, sonel, ren, {lilies}

birch, grover, kshiraj [lotus, nectar, moon, conch}, silas, sycamore!

clutterbang @ 2008-05-13T10:42:00

2008-05-13T01:00:33Z

calavera
akhand
bhanu - the sun
bhavesh - lord of the world
bibek - conscience
chandrakishore - the moon
chintan - thought, perception
cosmo
evan
cyan

clutterbang @ 2008-05-07T20:11:00

2008-05-07T10:12:32Z

spray bottle, for the ferns!

ungh! tailor!

2008-04-03T14:09:25Z

lvl 1